It's been a while......
Gosh, it's been a long time since my last post! Still dealing with the cardiac arrythmia (irregular heart beat) and really not feeling too great. Update: I've been to see my doctor, had blood work, had a medication adjustment, was sent to my cardiologist, wore a Holter monitor for 24 hours last week to monitor my heart rate over that time and kept a diary of my "episodes". I have an appointment on the 24th back with my cardiologist to review the Holter monitor report and we'll go from there. I know that the Lord holds even my beating heart in His hands but am struggling with the duration of all this as it's been since January 5th. I know that I am to rest in Him and trust in Him at all times but I am so very impatient. Perhaps that is what I am to learn......HE IS IN CHARGE and not me. My plans mean nothing, His plans and purpose for me mean everything. I am so thankful for my amazing husband and kids who really take wonderful care of me, I am thankful for a wonderful job that allows me the time I need for appointments, etc., I am thankful for the wonderful owners of Dream Dinners who have also allowed me to take the break I need in order to get all this figured out, I am thankful for wonderful friends who are always checking in on me and praying with me and for me!